at last i ve seen that i can give Calling to my messages))))

ooo i miss about screen.and often i think about this place and about microsoft words.But more think more postpone writting.and i put resolve and write ..soon i will be do all perfectly wiss MWord.
Congratulate myself.
i have first constant reader.Thank you for your support and comment.
you don't imagine how help me. it means that not all lose) so say in russia.
i attend your blog and all last night read..it is so wonderful and touchingly..poetry...
in one time i stopped to believe in fairy-tail...(it was rarely,by the way)but inside i save this feeling.
again i understand that all day i gather words for gratitude to you..but usually same events...i can't find and apply intended words...procrastination..
one note:i promise in the future use programe microsoft word_)
for you,insiders)
weekend was off.one more alchohol night .one more disappointment...
plus one kilogram..some issues..what else?what was good?
thereupon sun hidden again.
i continue to watch "nip tuck".half of first part i ve already seen.i think and understand...i write so fool things,but i live this things .and absorbing logic: i have fool life.need to change..may be it is only influence of four wall inmy rooms .because after sitting at home i regulare want to rturn if i came way anywhere.
aaaaaa i want a sun.it consist me energy and positive.i lost skills about improving mood without external intervention. how regrettably.
i fall down. i can't fly anymore. i regret myself.it is awful.
i tired.
no i don't miss about special persons,who hurt me once..but they took something important part of me apart bad thing.all bad things remain inside.i want to sit in my car(i dream) and drive drive drive and feel freedom from all.
o my god there are MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE in my column. and sing is called "this ishow i disappear"....unreal emotion.i remember how i cryed in the balcon.i run away from school.i exploded shits of list..letter to you..my poet to you. i loved you so sinserety .i was ready to give you all that i had...i had come away once...but you could forgot me..betrayme...i hate you..no i can't write so..but i feel only cool due to you. you killed my childhood.and now i can only read fairy - tailes on english language..but not believe in it.
may be in the future ...elaborate system consist of non-system...
ha ha ha
foolishness..it was my favourite word.i learned it long time)
brief roundup)
be happy!