Return to my life by return  myself. ohh  last minds is dud. A little Reggаеton  plus Federic Begbeder ,and u are flying under rain.

at last i ve seen that i can give Calling to my messages))))

ooo i miss about screen.and often i think about this place and about microsoft words.But more think more postpone writting.and i put resolve and write ..soon i will be do all perfectly wiss MWord.
Congratulate myself.
i have first constant reader.Thank you for your support and comment.
you don't imagine how help me. it means that not all lose) so say in russia.
i attend your blog and all last night read..it is so wonderful and touchingly..poetry...
in one time i stopped to believe in fairy-tail...(it was rarely,by the way)but inside i save this feeling.
again i understand that all day i gather words for gratitude to you..but usually same events...i can't find and apply intended words...procrastination..
one note:i promise in the future use programe microsoft word_)
for you,insiders)
weekend was off.one more alchohol night .one more disappointment...
plus one kilogram..some issues..what else?what was good?
thereupon sun hidden again.
i continue to watch "nip tuck".half of first part i ve already seen.i think and understand...i write so fool things,but i live this things .and absorbing logic: i have fool life.need to change..may be it is only influence of four wall inmy rooms .because after sitting at home i regulare want to rturn if i came way anywhere.
aaaaaa i want a sun.it consist me energy and positive.i lost skills about improving mood without external intervention. how regrettably.
i fall down. i can't fly anymore. i regret myself.it is awful.
i tired.
no i don't miss about special persons,who hurt me once..but they took something important part of me apart bad thing.all bad things remain inside.i want to sit in my car(i dream) and drive drive drive and feel freedom from all.
o my god there are MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE in my column. and sing is called "this ishow i disappear"....unreal emotion.i remember how i cryed in the balcon.i run away from school.i exploded shits of list..letter to you..my poet to you. i loved you so sinserety .i was ready to give you all that i had...i had come away once...but you could forgot me..betrayme...i hate you..no i can't write so..but i feel only cool due to you. you killed my childhood.and now i can only read fairy - tailes on english language..but not believe in it.
may be in the future ...elaborate system consist of non-system...
ha ha ha
foolishness..it was my favourite word.i learned it long time)
brief roundup)
be happy!

no one want to comment my blog.it means that none din't read my thought.conclusion that all reject my minds.ok .
it is mad.
i have never thought that i could write such sentences.

at last it is sunny behind the windiw.and how is singing in the song of boney m..do you know such group?it is really talant,flair.i love them,i love oldschool)
positive...don't forget about positive)
and now all smiling!!!
exactly/accurate

New day,new mood,but the same awful horrible weather behind the window.but otherside not all are bad.(today i try to use a little bit "points" in my monologue.)i don't shock that is raining.i have not seen a sun still monday. it is fool to discuss weather,but i depend on it.
oooo how i want to be independent.i want own business and be businesswoman...most of all i wat to have a car.every night i see one dream .i see that i drive a car. i can't drive yet.but i so want to study.in my country need to learn half of year.but if i went to autoschool earlier ,after two month i could drive.But is s only conversation,rightly monologue.
today first weekend for the last time,wnich i amathome.not countryside not party not alchogol.
three reasons of it
my hurt face from last campaign when i falled from cycle
the imminent exam
the weather
the health may be instead second.
Study cannot prevent my leisure

my brain is storming
i started to watch NIP TUCK ...unreal movie with many series.
plus one dependence to my bag))
two talented and ingenious plastic surgeons who do beautiful women faultless in the owh private clinic located in Miami.Operations cost incredibly expensive but clients are ready on everything to detain escaping beauty or to increase.
Secrets,money,murders,pedophilia,births and dies,gay and lesbians,sex,debauch,drugs and mafia.entire full.drama-in one world.
i had giddiness arter wathing two serious and went half hour such zombee...
ok.my littlemorning story is finished.
best regardes.
i am crazy

very complicated person need to be alone with her mind and training english for awful exam in her university.
behind my window is raining...no sun norainbow...and sad sad sad mood...so hard to express self thoughts in self language...but i hope that whenever i will do it.belief...it is so important...know that you want...and will go towards to...so many points in my article. But it halps me to think..sound ofrom push this button and my head has giddines.such glorios word was found by me today while i watched movie about "meeting with parents".Gey Fucker is main character.
MMM..it will be interesting to know what is URL?
yes my knowledge are bad not only in english language) exactly "("...
i hope...
i think...
may be i live...
i write fool...
yes...
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